Thursday, October 16, 2008

clomid headache?

My sis-in-law had recommended me to see her doc, just a normal doc not a gynae specialist or anything, for a 'consultation'.. on clomid, to be exact..

So since I finished work REAL late on sunday, and I had to see to Abah and Tok Ba'ah since they were staying with me, plus yayang was away.. I decided to take monday off.. (macamla ofis tuh bapak aku punye, suke2 je nak 'take the day off'!).. We went to the hospital at around 9am.. after I had gone to the 'wet' market all by myself picking out 'barang2 basah' for the first time in my life!! When we reached the hospital, KakNom was already there.. landed from her 20hour flight from new york at 6am and sent straight to see Mak by her in-laws.. plus, my yayang had not left yet for work! My heart just went berbunga2 to get to see him before he'd leave for two nights! But, on the other hand, seeing mak's condition unchanged had cut my blooms short (is there such a saying?? Oh well, there's the poet in me!).. and it pained me so to see yayang burst into tears when he salam and cium mak before he left.. I can only be his pillar of strength.. eventhough this pillar may not be so strong itself..

So that afternoon.. 'askar jepun' ada mari.. and I told this fact sadly to my sis-in-law, who said I should go and see her doc.. It's primetime.. for clomid!! We'll see how it goes.. fingers crossed!

On Tuesday, I got an MC from KakHik's doc the day before, so I took Abah and Tok Ba'ah to the hospital once more.. Abah then went out with Abg Akim, and I left for home with Tok Ba'ah in tow.. That afternoon, surprise! surprise! Yayang balik!! yayy!!! I was jumping up and down only to realize that Tok Ba'ah was watching me! malu je.. *blush* .. mcm budak kecik! ha, see! there you go!! matured ke macam tuh??

ehehee..