Wednesday, October 15, 2008

c'est moi..

halu..! it's been four days since my last update.. well, when i'm away from the office, it means that i'm away from the internet too! after all, i have so much other things to do as compared to when i'm 'working' in the office.. heheh!

anyway.. here's a recap of what's happened the past four days..

saturday: after breakfast (at around 9am), we went to the hospital to visit mak who was at that time still rather weak.. we were all dressed up to attend acer n su'ai's wedding in ampangan straight after.. after the wedding, we went to ju's place for her open house and jumpa la all the sedare2 who were from makandak's open house.. then we came back to the hospital.. yayang wanted to wait for abah, who was on the way wit abg beka n anim, so he had 'instructed' me to return home first, wit siti, to get some rest as i'd be working the next day.. abah arrived at the hospital at around 11.30pm, and reached home at around 12.30am.. i was about to fall asleep at that time, but yayang gave me a heads-up by calling me and i had let them in the house.. borak2 skejap, then i excused myself to go to bed.. yayang joined me about 20mins later..

sunday: got up at 7-ish, got ready, went to work.. awal plak sampai.. well actually, i should be there 1 hour before call time to get my hair n makeup done.. but i'm usually late anyway, so when i'm on time kira awal la.. hehe.. had a light breakfast at home, so my tummy was kinda grumbling.. in fact, during the night, yayang n i had both got up to go to the loo and purged (sorry!).. but.. i had decided to wait for lunch lah.. kalu ikutkan hati, memang nak malantak aje, but control...!! Then, what should have been at 10am (call time), became 10.30am.. so kena tunggu jek la.. after that, barula gi buat shoot.. kt BTS - again! it was alright.. not as quick as i'd like it to be.. but not draggy, too.. then again, agak delayed coz of some 'technical' difficulties.. balik ofis after that n went to the canteen for lunch, but the rice had run out and they were making a new batch.. i decided to solat first lah.. nanti lambat lak siap.. so, had to take about 15mins to clean my face (t.v make up is, like, 3 inches thick, mind you!), 15mins to solat, then more than 20mins to redo my make up for the next shoot.. pastu trus gi keje! no time to eat! huwaa... starving!! wut to do? work is work, and time is running..! recorded the next segment, isi perut ngn milo n ice-cream courtesy of the sponsor (x filling langsung!), then balik ofis balik.. washed off my make-up again, solat asar, then maghrib trus (about 10mins interval), then make-up lagi skalik.. then off to work again! still no makan!! i felt faint, but i soldiered on.. xedot sorta knew that i hadn't eaten anything the whole day, so she had bought me a huge slice of modesto's chicken peperoni pizza.. alhamdulillah! rezeki!! i wolfed it down but still stopped to offer a bite to the rest.. oh! forgot to mention.. there was this lil' girl (9 years - not so little la..), a child of ain's fren.. she was featured in the prog and was shooting wit us from BTS.. thing is, kt sana she had asked for ice-cream.. ok... then i bought some corn in a cup.. she had some ('a lotta some') too.. then, tak taula dia mkn tghari ke dak, coz i sure didn't! and my pizza? well, she happily 'shared' it wit me! besides that, in between, she had requested for 'some stuff' until the rest had become irritated! kesian pulak.. but really.. meminta2 is not good, is it?! on the way back to the ofis, (i was half unconscious by this time - due to no food, no energy, and just tired from working all day!) we singgah drive-thru mcD coz the lil' one had to eat.. i pun tumpang sekaki.. ehehee.. bubur regular.. sampai ofis, buang make-up, cuci muka, then gerak.. yayang had smsed me earlier n told me to balik umah trus lps shoot.. it was already 10pm plus.. i pictured him tertidur kat sofa wit the tv still on, waiting up for me, n not realizing i had come in the front door.. then i'd trus lay beside him n wake him up and.. 'greet' him.. hehehe.. well, a different scenario occured instead.. i reached our house, n his car wasn't there! "x balik from hospital lagi?".. then abah opened the door, and told me he was staying at the hospital wit mak that night.. the next day he'd be going straight to kuala lipis n only comin back on wednesday.. i was on the verge of bursting into tears!! so i said gud nite to abah, n went straight up to our room, and found a 'cold' note from yayang telling me what abah has told me and 'instructing' me to jaga abah n tok ba'ah (who came wit along earlier in the afternoon) and his clothes..?!? no sayang2 or wut not.. so sad!! he was kinda pissed that he couldn't find his clothes to pack up to go to lipis.. i guess i have to be the one to take the blame, since the husband's clothes (n lain2) have to be 'jaga' oleh isteri.. so, yes, i cried while eating my bubur (perut kena isi gak!).. then called yayang and spoke to him for a bit.. couldn't speak much since he was at the hospital and it was 12am.. hung up and cried some more till i fell asleep..

now, now aerin.. dun get too emotional! yayang tuh tgh susah hati dgn mak.. so xyah la nak mengade2 nak manja2 n syg2 ngn yayg dlm saat yg genting nih! --> i told myself this, n toughened up a bit through these tough times...

gawd!! is my blog boring? org lain punye best je baca.. x pelah.. like the title says 'nothing interesting, really..'!! nanti sambung lagi.. panjang n boring sgt dah entry nih!